I caught you GRENADE!

almost 'basi'

2010-11-23T20:44:00.000-08:00

Birth is 'start of life' Beauty is 'art of life' Love is 'part of life' Death is 'end of life' But you are 'heart of life'....The weakest part of a relation comes when one of the person has to give explanation to prove the trust...

dh lame aku tk update blog yg dh nak 'basi' nie...so, sebelum dier basi, baek aku panaskan balek...hahah.. till now, i'm addicted to Bruno Mars song enta asl...but all the song mcm ade kene mengene dlm hidop aku..hah..anyway, i'm planning to buy new pair of shoe but tunngu parent decide.. maybe something different this time..okay..best ;)

talking to the moon

2010-11-08T23:46:00.000-08:00

I know you're somewhere out there. Siang dan malam ku terbayang-bayang mu.. Bagaimana pula kamu?? kamu tidak sedar aku maseh menyangimu.. tapi semua nya HANCUR begitu saja.. If you're reding this, i just want to let you know that i will be waiting your reply..i've been waiting 4 more than 2 mnth.. idk whether youe still there... I will be waiting for you! Love....
2.14am

2010-10-31T20:33:00.000-07:00

today is 1.nov 2010... time now is 2.16am.. i'm bored..psp battery dh low,, by the time i charge it,, dh pukol brape agaknye...haha..later at 1pm got remedial! jyaeh! cca pon ader..haiz.. until now, idk y there is a kind of feeling in my heart that i felt difficult to describe..enta ey..until now, aku bersyukor that i gonna be in 4E4 nxt yr! alhamdullilah..gonna work hard for that..ok bye..nak tdo..later morning talk! chaak!

2010-10-31T20:27:00.000-07:00

kemana kau menghilangkan dirimu..aku disini sayu sepi...aku mencarimu di singgah sana...aku hilang tempat bermanja, kau pula bersuka ria!! kemana kau menghilangkan diri?? aku yang mencari! kemana sudah janji dan sumpah setiamu yg kau ingin beri kepadaku.. Apakah kesalahanku kpd mu!!! Dan kini aku kehilanganmu.. :( sehingga kini,, aku maseh terbayang2 wajahmu! aku ingin kite seperti dahulu! haiz....

2010-10-09T20:53:00.000-07:00

Aku cuba untuk melupakan kau namun ianya sukar sekali..Hatiku berbisik bermacam-macam.. Aku cuba meluangkan masa bersama kawanku di sekolah kerana itu adalah satu-satunya cara untuk melupakan kau.. Namun ianya gagal..Aku juga sering berdoa agar hidupku diteruskan dengan sempurna...Amin.. Meskipon kita tidak lagi bersama,, namun aku akan tetap kau disanjungi... Tolongla.. Jangan biarkanku menderitaaa!! Kau menelefonku dan menangis dan aku tidak sanggup mendengar.. Aku cuba bertahan,, namun gagal. Aku mohon kpd Allah agar berikan kekuatan.. Aku merayu pada kau..Tolonglahh! Haizzzzz.... Wahai ****(insert name),, aku tidak penah menyakiti hati kau,, Malah aku selalu membuatmu gembira dan ketawa.. Kau pernah 'menasihati' ku agar jgn pernah buat hati orhg sakit dan treat people as how I treated you always..But now,, semuanya tinggal kenangan.. Senyumanmu, Suaramu dan sbb amat ku rindui...*sigh* Hanya engkau yg tahluk di hatiku...

2010-10-01T16:59:00.000-07:00

Hatiku bagaikan ditikam sembilu..kini dirimu bukan lagi di sisiku.. Mengapa ianya terjadi padaku..namunku akan tetap menyayangimu..

2010-09-30T05:59:00.000-07:00

I never felt nothing in this world like this before and now all my tears keep running down my face. Now you are no longer by my side, but I will always pray to Allah for ur happiness. When the fisrt tyme seeing u, I praise Allah for sending me u my love. Now let me let u know,,You`ve opened my heart,I was always thinking that love was wrong. But everything was changed when u came along. I'm happy for u. Selamat Girl! :)

funny

2010-09-27T03:04:00.000-07:00

hahaha! just now after went back from khairy house,, i took a bus to go home and to the extent dhat there was no one in the bus then since everyone alight on dhat stop..so i tapped my card and sat down..sudddenly the driver sang a song..out of sudden,, i started to sing too and still no one in the bus..lagu Didicazli-Dambaan cinta...dhen, when i was halfway sang,, the bus driver said to me: "woah,, lu punya suara banyak bagus oh! masukla itu sulia(suria).." dalam hatiku ketawe and muke steam...then i replied:uncle,,last tyme ada masok tapi kena tendang pasal underage! mwaahahahah!!!!"

Give Thanks to Allah!

2010-09-21T03:56:00.001-07:00

Pray to Allah Almighty, And show some faith in dignity, Quran be at your side, Islam giving you a pride. Sunnah be a light for you, that will glow and let you do, All the acts to make you feel Nothing but this land is real.

Sorry Girl! Put the blame on me..

2010-09-19T05:12:00.000-07:00

Subhanallah.. I always pray to Allah s.w.t that He would gaive me the faith and patience to face all the challenges in my life.. And to you girl,, as a man I will take the first step. I will sacrifice just 4 you. Cos i think this is the only way so that our relationship will last long Insyallah. Girl,, I'm truly sorry if i had done anything wrong or made you 'cry'... Yesterday conversation with you made me realised something that How important LOVE and its own power.. Ini semua gerakan Dari Allah. We planned, but He will decide.. I'm really sorry sorry sorry sorry if I had done if shit! Pls accept my forgiveness cos I will accept ur forgiveness if you had hurt my feeling.. I tried to control yesterday but cant..Sorry girl.You can put all the blames on me.. And to my friends,, thank you for making me happy..You guys are lyke my siblings..Thank you my friend. And I always thankful to Allah for what He had given to me! I love Allah!

UDI on my way

2010-08-30T03:34:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah,, on Sat, The MEHK went to HTA for the UDI selection test and we went there with the Hong Kah selected ones. We were dher last to arrive. Heh. We were given 3 assesments and the weather was so hot. i kept zikir in my heart. After everthing were done, its tyme for the results to be announce. The first name was called was Khairy and idk y suddenly my heart beat fast. I was 'shocked' when my name was called to be the UDI..Subhanallah. I was happy. But for me,The MEHK put their effort in the test. Good job Eana n Mus. I'm still proud of both of you. And to Khairy,, Congrats and lets strive the victory. Yeah.. So after UDI selection, me, Mus, Khairy, Eana, Farizuan & Syukri went to break fast @ JP McDonald. Haha, gerek pe. And I thought we were the noisy ones in there. Haaha.

Kentut

2010-08-30T03:25:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum.. yeah. Extra stories that happened on Friday. So we had cca, the normal routine- footdrill. haha, there would always fuuny 'incident' dhat happened. Eana laughed alot on dhat day. And yeah,, until now, conperm Eana still laughing about it. So, we were doing drills with sec2s, I was giving commands, and Eana was standing behind me, directly behind yeah. And one part, it goes like this...
Hamid: "Dari kiri, kiri belok!" *KRRRRRK* or *POOOT*
Eana: HAMID !!! Kau kentut ey?!!!!
Hamid: Tak ah sia! Seluar aku koyak siul.. I was lyke muke step mantain ah,dhen skali tegor! haha. Mcm2 hal. Dhen after cca, Me n Khairy went to 7-11 and we break fast there.. haha

NDP @ Padang with NCDCC

2010-08-09T22:08:00.001-07:00

It was the most unforgettable and the best memories I ever had...It was SUPERP! I can still remember few things happened b4 the Actual one...
For the first time we had our training at HTA, none of us knew each other xcept for some la...We were easily get scolded due to uor lack of teamwork...Our ma'am also get easily pissed off! haha..then we move to Nee Soon Camp! it was so hot that one of the training i squat down in the contigent for the first time....Then I had a leg cramp and a muscle tear..It was a great experince though...Then we move to Padang...I recalled one incident that me, khairy n syukri took extra pack of KFC and we surrender! then one of the sir taught us Home Economic....Then again one incident on the 6 BLOODY MONKEYS!! hahaha don't want to say la..We also always lepak after training and went back home nearly 1am...and hell yeah! Ystrdy was the big day...the most gerek was the CITY March! and also the Firework just infront of us!! Subhanallah!..It was AWESOME! and the most exciting part NCDCC Choir club!! yeah..we would sang song in the bus..Me,Farizuan, SCLT Syafiq was the most hyper one perhaps..!!It was awesome!! THE BEST OF THE BEST MANNNNN!!

AHHHHH!!!

2010-07-20T23:17:00.000-07:00

YOhaa!!! I'm back finally! Alhamdullilah!...for the past few days, macam-macam berlaku, regardless of good, bad or scary....I'm still under medication since i was down with injury on my knee...Let me share with u guys..I was playing soccer on one fine day...I was trying to play on midfield position since i was always played on defence part...Then i decided to play keeper..Tibe tibe while i was trying to dive and save the ball,, the field was slipperry and i fell...first thing hit the ground was my knee!!! OMG! and rase semacam siul!! my mind was saying conperm dislocated...everyone was panic(maybe)...then when i went home, my left knee was BIGGER thatn right one..Its was swollen!! and i cant feel my bone (knee cap)...the next day was ndp,tknk cerite banyak la ey!!..then monday tk skola, went to hospital...check up sane sini..Then suddenly the doctor said that i got to go for X ray since they felt something wrong....till now its extremely pain...But i force to control..I pray to God that hopefully i will recover and able to walk normally b4 August though it was still pain....

EP Day

2010-07-05T00:28:00.000-07:00

Ystrdy went for EP day..at woodlands somemore..then me and khairy were being assigned at the HAZMAT booth and to 'lecture' the public about Decontimination Process..after the GOH went back, we rested...Seriously all the SCDF 'budak' was like asking me : "Ehk banyak nah badge kau!! explain siket"....haha then i chat most of the time with the scdf member...haha...then suddenly ms sunarti face change to angry..no wonder! She caught Wen Hao smoke! wth! no wonder we smell him tobacco!...then i n khairy ate mc d at jp..then went back home and rest ;)

NDP

2010-07-05T00:24:00.000-07:00

YOYO! The day b4 ystrdy went for NDP..haha we wore our new rank which was SGT but Farizuan had newly promoted to SSGT! haha..then when we reached there it was raining and damn cold...I was not in the contigent since i was down with Medical Condition... :( its okay...then at night nearly 11+ went to IMM since the bus drop off at J.E. then went to Mc and chat for awhile with Khairy, Farizuan, Syukri n Fuad and then reached home nearly 12am +.....ngantok seyy...haha

Just Now...

2010-06-24T05:39:00.000-07:00

Today was fine..Just now after zuhor at 3+ Avengers played with Gamebreakers...After long time nvr played due to my leg injury, i am now finally can play. LOL..haha but my progress was no good..i did not played very well..Need to play more..haha..Full time score AV 4-5 GB...anyway good match....haha..school gonna reopen and i dun wan...mcm siang sngt sia!!..haha cant wait for upcoming NDP training after long time nvr go...

BCLS Course..

2010-06-22T23:29:00.000-07:00

Heho! Im back ALhamdullilah after a long duration of holidah..hehe...
Yesterday went for CPR(BCLS) Instructor Course that was held at CDA....Guess wat i was the last person to come..haha..then i was very like malu dont know y..haha..then we went through theory and practical practise first and guess wat: we learn how to do CPR on Baby!! OMG...haha..we only need 2 fingers to do chest compression..wakaka...before lunch we had our thoery test..and i was 'confident' that i wiil fail...the test need to attained 24/30 in order to pass...and it really happen..I failed..i got 19/30 and i had to retest..WTH!! after retest(different paper) then i got 28/30..Yeay!! then we had practical test...5 Module...1.Adult CPR 2. 2Man adult CPR 3.Adult FBAO 4.Baby CPR 5.Baby FBAO...cool....fun and challengin..and we had fun!! haha..Now i am the Instructor/Trainer 4 CPR..hahahaa. Action plak aku..lol.haha

Life must go on... -.-

2010-06-09T02:16:00.000-07:00

Today was like yesterday...nvr go out and stayed at home...2nd bro went to Sentosa with his friends..Hmm after Khairy sms me that he had to do IPP for his MOI, Mus n Fiza doing a CD Shelter topic for MOI, i found they was being assigned a quite difficult topic(for me)..My topic for that time was Rescue and i found it easy..Anyways guys just do ur best and u guys will succeed..Dont care about the topic, just put in alot of effort and everything wiil go smoothly....haha then my friend(zaman childhood)text me that he invited me to play soccer..
Friend:"hello"maseh kenal lagi tak"
Me: sape la...mane nak kenal suara dh laen
Friend:aku la;(*insert name)
Me: haha suare kau laen sia mcm jantan mane ntah..
.......
haha seriously sia his voice was different than last time....dulu mcm suare kedi, skgr suare mcm jantan...i was laughing dunno y...hahahahaend up i reject his offer for invite me to play soccer since i was having injury on my leg...

Yesterday was quite same...after suboh slept back and woke up around 10+am..then had breakfast and do some household chores...then since i was doing nothing, my mum ask me to recite Surah Yassin and i did it ok..! then played com all the way till 5+...haha..anyone going jalan2?? invite me too pls!! hahaha cheyyy!!!

2010-06-08T00:55:00.000-07:00

This picture was taken last year when we guys were still wearing short pants...

From left:Fandi,Yan.Khairy,Shai,Ham n Me (cameraman)hahaha..it was @ Almukminin Mosque...hahaha..Nice

2010-06-08T00:47:00.000-07:00

Life is like a circle/cycle...What you have done to peole..One day people will do back to you regardless of good or bad..Trust me..Its true......

Damn Funny sia!!

2010-06-07T00:12:00.000-07:00

Just now had xtra training in sch(for sec 2s only)..Me,Eana,Khairy,Mus and KC voulenteer to help out...after the training finished, Me,Khairy,Eana n Mus went to NCDCC Room and return back all the equipment that we had used during the training and try to 'arrange' the stuff in the room..Then we had our 'Chit Chat' session....that where the session we started to laugh alot siol..haha seriously laugh a lot till stomachache but control...haha..We talk about from a person to a person...no link sia.hah..then went to 7-11 and we heard a couple of bird(probably) making a sound that we thought of 'dirty stuff'(*insert the stuff*)haha funny sia..then went i said "go G.O",they heard that i said go johor..haha..Overall;we damn laugh alot sia!! hahahahhaha.Its good to laugh...relieve stress..heh :)

OUCH mann!!

2010-06-06T01:56:00.000-07:00

yesterday was quite fun...laugh a lot with fuad,farizuan and santhis..hell yeah finally the lunch was we had KFC..yummy!!..and yeah during the training(parade rehearsal) i reported sick since my body was really LACK OF GLUCOSE..then when the training was about to end, i felt pain on my left thigh..I then realised that i was suffered by a strectch muscle tear and seriously pain sia..after the training me,farizuan,khairy,eana,mus and lots more went to Northpoint Mall(Yishun) and went to Mc....then went back home about 8.30 around that...OUCH....its pain!! :(

Bored...

2010-06-03T17:29:00.000-07:00

haha..nw in my home currently left with me and my siblings...parents and adopted siblings went to ICA to create new passport..i'm the only one nw awaken; the rest sedap2 tdor..haha..after praying suboh don't know what to do so i on my com and surf..haha.. And Yeah i'll away from S'pore from 14-19 June..holiday...but i'll miss my first training of NDP 10' @ Padang ): sad mann...

InsyaAllah

2010-06-03T17:23:00.000-07:00

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame
Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,

Scary day

2010-06-01T23:03:00.000-07:00

the second day of camp..concentrate on the night...morning and afternoon as usual and we get scolding for our mistakes...the night walk almost begin...i was station with CLT Atiqah...Mus was station with CLT Yang...i was stationed along the school hall corridor...thats where the place i saw the long hair thingy with white figure...its was scary siol...and more suey!! I WAS ALONE when CLT Atiqah had some important stuff to settle and i had to station along the hall and DNT ROOM!!!! wth!!! bulu roma naek sia..!!..whwn i see in the school hall, i saw 3 not 1 'PRETTY LADY siting.....YA ALLAH...i was like screaming in my heart...then in the dnt room...Only God knows how am i feeling......then my hand was like shaking...this is the most scariest part in my life mann!!!..then at 12am..we gather at CLT's bunk since sir sharen and maam atiqah went home...then we one by one shared our experince on we saw and when we decided to sleep in the CLTs bunk, i went to my bunks and took my sleeping bag., i saw one mann (PRETTY LADY) she was so big than me with her hand(*dont want to describe)Khairy and Azieana also saw one mann..the the time shows 1 am..every had slept and left with me since mus and fiza told me not to sleep till everyone sleep..anyway;camp csm what..must think others first...then at 3am i gt a stomachache...cannot tahan ran to the toilet and do bussiness...suddenly the lights went off since it was auto sensor..i was shocked and i just kept close my eyes and recite holy surah in my heart...SUBHAHANALLAH!!..i wont forget this incident...

First day of the sec 1 camp

2010-06-01T22:48:00.000-07:00

Sec 1 camp was fun and scary...i was the Camp CSM and i tell you its hard to hold that position..anyway..first day was fun...each of us got a walkie talkie and its easier 4 us to communicate..after the sec 1s with Hema n Casey left, all the other sec 3 changed our attire into pt and we help out with the logistics...seriously, we had nothing to do...then we help to arrange the tables @ the canteen to create a 'floorball pitch'...after lunch and footdrill, we had our games session..surprisingly; i was the top scorer and the clts and others sec 3s praised me for my well play and good playing performance...at night we were bored..sir brief us about the night walk and the girls(sec 3 started to scared)...then we all brought our sleeping bag and chat @ canteen..we were almost sleep when our clts called us to go back to our bunks and sleep there but me,khai and khairy had to do night walk from 1am till 4am..wth..we were damn sleepy...then its fiza n azira turns to do night walk and we only slept about 1+ hrs only....the story did not ends here